Lost for Explanation

First you break up with me with bullshit excuses and then you want me back. And then here we go again with another similar situation when we’re supposedly "fixing" things but then you decide to pull away with some more bullshit excuses.

All I’ve been was selfless, while you’ve been a complete opposite in return. There are selfish people out there unaware of their faults, but I never knew a person who are fully aware of their faults and still act like against their own will. To make it worse is it’s your own wife, who withdrew and broke her vows twice… all because of sheer selfishness.

I’m truly giving it my all. This is what you always wanted. You finally got what you want but here I am left in confusement looking for an answer.